The culmination of the cosmic Ausarian drama unfolded a few days ago, as a series of alchemical events come into fruition. The past 3 months have brought us our cycler, YouNiversal stories of the Father, Mother, and the Sun, the true essence of the Holy Trinity. The Great ancestor Of Sirius rose (or erected) in #Leo, late July, and sent his cosmic light through the portal of the Lions Gate. That energy permeated the light coded, plasmic data into our plane of existence, as sperm does to the womb that propagates life. That was visualized during the great Solar Eclipse when our spherical egg was fertilized, causing an expansion of energy on this realm. That energy brought fourth a series of battling powers, as synthetic frequencies tried to abort cosmic prophecy, to no avail. As we entered the sign of Virgo, representing the archetypal Auset-Great mother, she cultivated the seed to term, despite the cataclysmic environment which we are still dealing with. Within that term, we grew, we learned, and we came together in many ways. Just as the fetus does as it receives DNA from its parents, processes it into its physical formation, and develops from the love, care, and material the mother provides. The child not only encompasses the energy of the environment in which it's developing, but it also builds immunity to the viruses by creating molecular enzymes to protect itself from future harm. 🔑 We've done this as well, over time, by tapping into the mitochondrial data bank of our ancestors before us, and beginning to remember what we are not, what we've been, and who we are to become. This past monumental alignment is the allegorical planetary anthropomorphization of the new alchemical, energetic resonance of manifestation; The climatic Birth of the Child/Sun as, "Heru Consciousness". Heru is the great redeemer that brings fourth the attributes of Maat (Truth, Balance, Reciprocity, Justice, & Love) which is expressed in our new zodiacal sign as the scales of Libra. Heru represents the consciousness paradigm of the great "I am" realization of self, and that all that is God is in you. The energy of creation is the first ancestor, and everything in between has been enveloped within your lineage, to bring us to this epiphany of awareness. You are the Neteru, the Orishas, the Vedas, the Christ, the Prophets and the Teachers, reloaded onto this new program. Now is the time of the gathering of the Equinox, a time when the light and the dark are equal. We should celebrate the Harvest, new life, and energy that you have received. Heru is represented by Jupiter, which is synonymous with spiritual growth, wealth, and the sciatic nervous system (motor system/awareness), all of which are to be amplified by the energy of Venus, which is pulsating the frequency of love at escalating rate, expanding the reach of the Heart Chakra, and strengthening your protective auric field. Mars is keeping us on our toes with the Warrior mentally, because we must remember, Heru consciousness was never meant to "Save" the old paradigm, it was meant to destroy it, kick ass, and take names. No corrupt tree bare any good fruits, so it's time to uproot that bastard and replenish the soil with ORGANIC seeds. During this continued period of growth, we will continue to face tribulations, as that is our rites of passage on this journey. However, as the last sands trickled down the Hour-Horus-Heru-glass, the old world ended, and we simultaneously began another one.
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Secret societies live more in the heart than in the world." The problem is we've allowed the
wicked hearted to over power the good for too long. Courage is something many people in this plane lack. Lack of courage holds us back because we are afraid of scrutiny and to put our heads on the chopping block, but the truth is, many have already put their head on the chopping block by living in fear that they don't realize that they've been disconnected from their head and their consciousness and have been executed a long time ago. The essence of "taking a knee" is deeper than standing up for what you believe in, but showing that you are not afraid of putting yourself in a vulnerable position for your cause. Right now secret societies of love that have lived in the heart of many, and have been in the dark too afraid to rise are now shedding fear to walk into the light. If you will not have courage to take a risk to bring the balance and justice needed for your life and stand up for what is right, you will eventually succumb to all that is wrong living in fear and judgement. "Go deeply within, shifting through shards of broken, ill-formed experience. Move past regret and then past judgement to an appreciation of the part these experiences play in the elegant balance of the universe. The moment when all hangs in balance, cases of law, cases of conscience calling one to action." I support Colin Karpernick, who is brave enough to be a living martyr who the ancestors have called to action. So many of us want changes for our lives but won't make the adjustments, sacrifices or tell fear, fuck you. Many of us have began to awaken this year and we realize the wars we are fighting are spiritual. The secret society we are being initiated to is now no longer afraid to only exist in the psychic realm, but is manifesting into the physical plane. We cannot defeat lower energies if we do not unite and own our power to bring balance to the instability. The ancestors are pissed and their ancient spirits are rising through our community because tradition has been violated and it's times to swing the scales back into equilibrium. Life is found from within. Find your life force and power right now. Stop allowing entertainment to restrict your enlightenment. America thrives off entertainment and that's exactly the type of president we got because he is here to test whether you will continue to sit by and be a spectator of a shit show or are you going to actually do something? Fuck football. Fuck the media. Fuck all the shit you continue to allow to block your enlightenment for the sake of entertainment. Take a knee today to the bullshit. We don't need a "show" we need to take back our spirits. "Contractions and Labor Pains"; Today's energy is expressed chaotically due to the drastic shift in our current paradigm of consciousness, and the environmental dismay we are dealing with. Constant turmoil causes you to leave certain issues you're dealing with to be unresolved, in order to handle the next situation.
Allow Todays resonance to recalibrate your thoughts, so you can strengthen your HeartChakra energy center. The Aries presence of today is telling us to be cognizant of our physical senses, and to strengthen our mental keenness, while approaching our issues militarily. This is sparked by a powerful Mars influence. However, the Libra attributes of today's energy is telling us to detox from the disjointed energy signature of the previous week, and balance our Venus effected emotions by being with loved ones, or cultivating your craft or talent. I suggest implementing a PlantBasedDiet today that includes walnuts (brain food), heavy greens (chlorophyll), and young coconut water (hydration), and consuming organic fruits so your body can interface with nature at a molecular level. Today, we should focus on the progress we have made within ourselves, and avoid telling others what they should be doing in a totalitarian manner. Be more suggestive than demanding, and begin preparing for the Harvest that you have worked hard to sow. Today is a time for Spiritual practice, mental clarity, and self-observation, as you prepare for what you deem as "Obstacles" of this coming week. Our alignment in Virgo, and her attributes, are allowing us to think critically about the societal construct that we are in, but we must still remain steadfast with our "Emotional Budget" and not put too much mental energy into one area of conflict.🔑We are in SpiritualWarfare and we must be mindful that everybody is not going to make it during this time cycle. Be able to adjust to the information as it's being received and avoid the interference of criticism from others. Do you. Your soul wants the experiences in which you give it, and you have the ability to redefine yourself at will as your circumstances change. This society wants to invoke constant fear so you don't receive the synergetic messages that the YouNiverse wants you to download. Fear that's not confronted or understood, leads to phobias, irrational thought processes, and physical damage. Creation gave us everything we need to survive and thrive within this crumbling paradigm, and the Spiritual resiliency to build a new world on top of its putrefied ashes. We are on the threshold of birthing a new element of consciousness with this transformative 9/23 alignment, so we're all feeling the aches and pains of this realm. That element is the cosmic and alchemical "Redeemer" that will unleash a devastating blow to this oppressive patriarchal matrix, in the near future. You can't have fruitful crops without thunder and lightning, and you can't bring fourth new life without labor pains. Let the Sun power you up today, and give you the ability to transmute the chaos into the order that benefits your existence, and our collective victory. #2020visionaires Countless discussions have taken place concerning the nature of the ego, across various schools of thought, from philosophy to psychology as well as the various esoteric schools of thought which give their interpretation of the ego. Religion, due to its preoccupation with morals and dogma has not found an answer outside of superstition for the mystery of the mind. Over the course of my spiritual and psychological development throughout the years, having considered many of these interpretations, my intention with this essay is not to redefine the ego, but to break it down all the way to its core, revealing the meaning that it has always had, though obscured.
The etymology of the word ego is the single letter 'I', which in dictionaries pointing to 'I' as its root, do not expound upon with this mysterious 'I' is. One can make any number of speculations of what this 'I' is in it's essence. My conclusion is that it is the "identity" of a human---particularly the human body and what it experiences; the very "identity" in which the majority of the world-society equate with the entirety of their being. The ego then, is here simplified as, "the personal identity complex within the mind which through the sensational channels of the five senses of taste, touch, sight, sound and scent, actively engages in convincing the subconscious of what it senses to be real, without thorough consideration as to whether or not that is in reality the case." Being that this ego operates initially and has its expression through the conscious mind, the conscious portion of the mind is the domain of the ego. When the ego takes control over the mind it takes its experiences in the world of senses and impregnates the subconscious mind causing the individual to believe that whatever has been experienced personally is real and absolute. However, occultists and even most clinical psychologists recognize that the world of senses deals primarily in relative experiences and nothing the body goes through is permanent, or else our bodies would be immortal. The mind itself is not actually going through anything. It is the minds identification with the body which causes the experiences underwent by the body to be logged into to the subconscious mind, as through this psychological identification with the body it has no other knowledge but to receive such experience as real. With this explanation of the ego, I'm going to talk about how it serves as the greatest adversary to the magicians progress when she or he wills to empower their self away of the influence of the external world, from whence the ego gains its fortification from. For the Magician, when choosing to empower the mind and body with spirituality, the practitioner is replacing the active influence of ego(human personal identity) with the active influence of spirit(metaphysical impersonal identity). Here's a vivid scenario on what goes on in the mind when such a change oriented decision is made. Look to any social setting such as a relationship wherein a couple has been together for certain amount of years. "Suddenly", one partner informs the other that they are ending the relationship, as they have found someone more compatible and responsive to their needs. The reaction from the divorced partner will most often be a series of emotions such as denial, blame, shame, refutation, depression, outrage, slander and sometimes, threats of retaliation---all of which responses are tentacles of the two root emotions rage and fear. Though this former companion will no doubt feel neglected and abused by what is perceived to be a sudden breakdown of what was "going good", they not consider that the possible reason for this breakup is poor performance in the relationship. The person ending the relationship may have come to a point of no longer desiring to be co-dependent and feeding the never-ending wants of a narcissist. This analogy illustrates the psychological effects caused in the mind of one who decides to change their mental habits via willing to allow spirit to guide their mind as opposed to human ego identity. In choosing spirit over ego, there's going to be some jealous reactions by the former ruler of the mind. When one decides to move beyond the mediocre worldview they have allowed to dominate their mind, there is an immediate response of emotions and psychological impressions that refute this new-found audacity by invoking fear-based emotions such as doubt and unworthiness, which begs the individual to remain put as to not step into something which may be "unsafe". The ego is obsessed with security, security, and safety, all conditions corresponding directly to the lower three chakras, which occultists recognize as the three dimensional domain of the ego. The ego in protest will attempt to conjure feelings of depression, laziness, or even delusion, causing the person to become so confused that they return to their former way of life in fear of going insane. Fear is the great tool of the ego. But the question is, what is the backbone of this fear? Death. Though more so, the imagined perception of death. You see, as I have explained earlier, the personal identity complex which we are calling ego believes itself to be real, even though it is fundamentally artificial by its having it's identity fashioned by external effects channeled through the five senses and programmed into the ultra receptive subconscious mind. When we come into this world we soon find out that there are things which we find pleasant and things which we fine unpleasant. The moment we experience something which is unpleasant we set up a mental safety net to prevent us from having to experience such unpleasant things. These unpleasant things become registered as traumas and in some cases build up superstitions. Either way, these safety nets are designed for protecting the body and mind from a perceived threat that according to such a mind is capable of affecting harm. I choose this long explanation so you will understand clearly what I'm going to say next. The ego fights back so heavily against change because through its control over the senses, gives the psychological impression in the mind that the individual is actually going to physically expire. Because it's identity is based upon it's relative experience, when you alter it's design, since it has no other outlook other than what it senses, its conclusion is that it is dying and must fight back or else be consumed by what it is originally shielding itself from, the unknown. However this fear is imaginary. The death is only relative. It is only the passing away of a poisonous condition, towards the cultivating of a new psychological disposition more conducive to spiritual attainment---one that does not limit the potential but encourages and actually serves as a conductor by which such potential is utilized in producing transformation in the mind and heart of the spiritual practitioner. . What I have explained is the meaning of "ego death". It is often said by sages and adepts to destroy the ego. They're not incorrect in their teaching because they are speaking figuratively. What is meant by the teaching is the same meaning as is codified in the warring of Horus and Set: that the ruling of Set(ego) in Egypt (the body and mind) causes imbalance which prevents the prosperity of civilization(balance). Horus(spirit) on the other hand, by reason of his inner balance, is more suited to rule over the land, due to being holistic in view rather than rigid, and thus after a period of battle gains governance over egypt. This myth means the ego is to be transformed, placed in its proper position, as a servant to the higher force in the mind, and not the ruler. Both ego and spirit are of the same root, intellect. Ego, with it's identification with relativity is human intellect, and spirit with its service to the commands of the Soul is divine intellect. This ego isn't so scary after all. It's really a complex of traumas reacting to its sensory experiences. It's the factual basis of every theological "devil". In the so called Christian myth, Satan is the adversary of Jesus, the Virgin born son of God. And Set, in the mythology of the Kamites, is the adversary of Horus, the alchemically produced son of Isis. These religious tales illustrate the ultimate duality in mind which is ego and spirit---The Tale of Two Brothers. The illustration of this point is symbolized in the picture which introduces this article. In magick and other spiritual systems, the ego is transformed into a helper in matters which are relative to its domain. For instance, the ego is needed in all social and economic affairs. And also needed in domestic affairs such as sharing one's life with a family. There is no need to be spiritual when withdrawing money from your bank account or even during a home invasion. Spirituality has always been about unifying opposites, this ancient understanding echoing into the new age where even most humans recognize that the pinnacle of life is to achieve balance. Yet, it is not likely that most humans know what it is they are in need balancing, and their ideas remain abstract without practical knowledge on how to bring about such a balance. In future essays, details will be shared about such practices which originate from Alchemy and Tantric systems, describing the means and methods to achieve true inner harmony and through long-term practice, enlightenment and immortality... As a growing symbol of this blog, I intend to share practices that will help the spiritual practitioner to experiment with techniques and exercises capable of producing effects in consciousness wherein the user may notice a before and an after. I therefore depart retire from the brunt of this essay with a brief on how to overcome the ego when willing to change your mind from being governed by personal identity to spirit, Spirit is that Divine intelligent force in the mind which has never lost its union with the soul. The ego is "the you" who became a human and forgot it's divine identity of which, the vast records of spiritual wisdom and magical techniques are designed to cause that reunion. Exercise: When practically working with meditation to program the mind with a new thought form different from self-limiting beliefs, opposing thoughts and emotions or sure to arise as a response. Do not give in to such thoughts or feelings.( You may even experience certain setbacks with finances or "lose" "friends". Changing the mind is a mental version of what fasting does to the body---purging away all that excess which secretly causing you disease, though you had come to identify with it over a period of time.It is just a necessary breaking down of that which is no longer serving your growth and development.) It will try to revert you back to old thoughts. Induce a trance by breathing deeply through the nose, filling your body with vital energy, and calmly affirm your will to change, stating confidently for example, that "my will is to master my mind, and this will be done". Repeating this to yourself or other like affirmations, will banish those weak thoughts and further open your subconscious to be programmed with these new thought forms. You may also experiment with talking to your ego, learning to observe the difference between its words and the words of your spirit, and use whatever language you find effective towards putting it in his place. This basic technique works, and it's properly directed because it focuses on the magical desire rather than concentrating on suppressing that which is not desired. With continual practice the influence of the ego becomes less and less. However, always be direct and sure of success, just as the magician must have confidence that success will follow an incantation due to a strong implementation of the will. Having dealt in sufficient detail with this strange entity we call ego, defining its origins, associations, how it stunts growth etc, and some basics on how to bring it under your control, I have expressed all there needs to written about this subject. I composed this essay with those practicing magicians and mystics in mind who will find this information useful in understanding not only the complexities of the human ego, but the mind as a whole. May the work be fruitful to you. Further Reading: Virtues of The Ego By Taron Green Conquering of Fear, Swami Sivananda, Conquering of Anger (by same author) |
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